Look At Me






Look at me!!!!

No, I mean really look at me
Look past this mask I always wear
Don't just give a quick glance
I mean really look
Look and SEE me!

Forget about condemnation
So easy for you
Falling so effortlessly
From your deceptive lips
Harsh, cutting, tearing
Ripping, burning adjectives
Like deadly acid
Poured from a bottle
To forever
 Burn...
  Scald...
   Sear...
    Incinerate...
     Consume...
And scar me.

Like using acid
To etch patterns in the stone
Of some twisted art project
You pour your words down
Words of hatred...
 Of judgements...
  Of opinions...
Assumptions
Wrongfully made
Thoughts falsely
Conceived
From merely rumors
Condemning me
For things you know
Not a GODDAMN thing at all about!!!!

Don't you remember me?

I'm the one who worshipped you
Like some ancient Roman God
Lying trembling beneath you
As you kissed me
Rushing me pell mell into oblivion
An oblivion of
Ecstasy...

Do you remember my screams
How they were always only of
Ecstasy
And unrestrained abandon
And how I screamed
Your name as you made me

  CUM

Over and over again.
And now?

Now it is completely
Impossible
For you to look
Beyond
The mask
And see the real me.

Or do you even want to?

The me who stands
Alone
Almost totally overwhelmed
By the terror
Which attacks me
From all sides
Unrelentless
As I am frozen here
 Torn...
  Scratched...
   Cut...
    Bleeding...

Please, look at me
But don't just look at me
But SEE me
As well.
 


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